Words Have Me Hostage

Speechless

is the word that has me hostage
The doors closed on me
Me looking around for a window or even a ari vent to escape the pain of betrayal
Who? And why?
You , why? Will never know
I never asked, I just closed some doors that needed no explanation
Regret

is the word that has me hostage
The doors closing in on me
Me, not escaping
In time, it will make sense, I tell myself
Why do I feel like I should walk a little more, nothing makes sense anymore
Dreams

is the word that has me hostage, every time I dream
The doors closed each time I dared to dream
Telling me, tell me your dreams and I will show you my plans for you
Where are those, each one passes me by
Not landing with me standing, flat on my back, losing the voice that keeps me going
Learning

is the word giving some hope to this tired body and soul
How long, as long as forever
There is no last, till I say so
I hear from deep inside
I have no say