Why I Decided To Be Hopeless?
I told myself I was supposed to be there, just when I gave up all hope. You see I am so done, and I say to myself, “I am supposed to be here, feeling this way”. To be in this unexpectedly deep pain. Only a handful of times that I truly embraced this feeling. These tears are a victory to finally accept how suffering was the destination and not just a pit stop. Now that, that is out of the way. I can be hopeless for the reminder of what feels like a long life.
