8

From worrier to warrior of my own soul. I am not invincible but invisible strength that shows on demand.
Disappearing for emptiness to flood everything in me. They say it is, what it is to be a human. I see dumb on my face, and Geeky at the same time. I be like, “what do you mean?” And know what they exactly meant, just my big brain trying to make sure, I got it right.
Made them stutter at the question. Now they forgot the whole train of thoughts. Guess my dumb moments saving me world of manipulation and unnecessary over sharing. Not really, a conscious decision to be so closed off, cold and sunshine at the same time. You be shocked how many hearts left broken by my existence. Hate how bare minimum is a smile and being kind. You know I care when I move mountains for you.