Present

The sun, piercing through my skin like never before. Maybe the long-awaited year is the reason why.

The wind now has the same numbing impact as the cold I had gone to, doesn’t allow me to be depressed.

The chaos that I had once left behind, now I can handle better than I ever could.My balance is now only mine to tip off.

My glass is full, even overflowing with hope. I never had problems with sharing, and what I had problems with has now left my station.

I smile as I pray to give my heart every day. It is not mine to give to fear, or to anger, or to guilt, or to the debilitating regret.